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SPARK A WAR FOR AN ISLAND?

A possible war will start because of an island within the vicinity of the Philippine area. Is it really worth the risk? No, If China wants the island maybe they should have it, do you know why i think they should have it? Because the officials in the Philippine government will not utilize whatever is in that island, the island will be just a piece of land that will never possibly used because it is there for a very long time and the government did not do anything about it til China gives interest to it. And we should remember, most of the factories that produce goods that we use or is needed in products that we use is mostly made in China and because of such industries in their area it creates tons of pollution that costs their people’s health. So taking one island that is not being utilized far from their vicinity of their nautical area can already be considered as an act of war since there are no documents of purchase or ownership. But why not just create deals, sell the island and prevent an impending war between large countries (Talking about the US and Japan). If this sparks a war it could be possibly a World War 3. Maybe giving or creating a deal for such an island is better than being greedy and unreasonable by both governments rather than starting a war that can be really devastating to everyone in this world.

Just my opinion on the matter. And i don’t really want a World war to start.

Thank you for reading. Any comments and other opinions are welcome.

Thoughts

Have you ever felt that little urge to punch something or someone then it grows to the feeling of ripping someones tongue out, bashing their head to the concrete wall til the powdered wall and blood mix together or just simply slicing every breathing human you ever see on your daily walks.

I feel those urges, almost every second in everyday. I just want to punch someone to the point my knuckles would bleed as well as the face of the victim. I want to purposely kick someone on the side walk to a moving vehicle. Or sometimes just hit the neighbor’s child that prefers to pee just right next to our small gate, i just want to hit her to death and when her mother comes i’ll feed her fresh meat forcefully to her. And if her grandfather gets mad, i’ll just say “I just simply removed your tiny problem, and i enjoyed in doing it so thank you for the opportunity” and smile and serve him the meat of his unwanted grand daughter.

I would rather point my rage to a human than to an animal, because they simple act by their instinct unlike us, humans, tends to do more and more of such shitty things. Someday, we’ll all stand up and kill each other. Someday, we will be the ones to burn every living tree and ;feed and waste on every plant crops that we will find and whine on how hungry we are til we kill each other for meat.

The cry of a baby that is not satisfied, how beautiful it is to my ear, how fun to hear and then i tend to imagine a scenery where the sky is red being covered by the large dark clouds. The image of people, lying on the ground, gasping for air and suffering from the excruciating pain. Some stab by the debris that fell on them and some burnt. Some may live, with scars on their bodies and inside their brain. Trauma that drives them to do more destruction or just simply run til they collapse. Run! run as far as you can, the flames may catch you and eat you once again.

When such things cross my mind, sometimes i just let them stay for a while and let them feed on the sad and dark thoughts. But sometimes i brush them off with a punch to the air or a wall.

It is just annoying how an individual have a community inside its head. We create such personas based from who we want to possibly be or from the people we met. Sometimes they are people that we don’t like but balancing the community is sometimes alright. Creating different thoughts, voices, weird ideas and just someone you could talk to. We create such societies inside of our head to satisfy ourselves since the society we live in is more likely bullshit. We live for money, so that when we have enough we’ll want more and more til we are drowning in it. Money gives us the purchasing ability to buy our needs and wants but we prefer to prioritize our wants more often. We buy expensive shoes that we will not use that much and just pile them up in a closet. Tons of perfume that tends to be irritating to the nose rather than pleasing. Money is the driving power in this world, if you don’t have money, you have no power.

And, this is all for the today. I lost my trails of thought and the result just scrambled up.

People in society

Yesterday, i read that there was a shooting tandem near our city and with this it just became scarier to travel. They shooters shot a bus, good thing there was no one hurt but what if they shot a jeepney where people can die.

Last night, A man went to a beer house to drink. I heard he went there to drank and eventually beat-up a person. She has a daughter, living with him and this man does not think of the consequences that may come to his family. She said that there was this one time that her father got into a fight that he is the one at fault. She and her brother got into such ruckus because of him.

People should really learn how to get along with others that they meet on the street. Whether we are in a beer house or simply somewhere with lots of people. We should control our moods and do nothing that may attract such problems.

My Dad always tell me that i should just not start any fights and be kind to others so that you can live your life peacefully. This is what i always keep in mind, because i don’t want bad things to attract my family, friends and my love. Keep a low profile or create a peaceful environment around you.

If such people tends to disrupts what we commonly do without good intentions then they should leave our society. They should stay in an island where there are no to disturb, isolate them away from society so that we, people who wants peace and harmony, can live nice and decent lives.

Just felt disrespected

I just want to share something in here on what i have experienced tonight. A very irritating experience for me.

My girlfriend and some of her girl friends went on drinking, after that she asked me to come there so we drank (although i did not drank too much since my belly is not feeling really well). After we drank, i walked my girlfriend with her cousin to their house. Then we unexpectedly encountered her father on the street, i greeted him a good evening but he said something but not feeling to write it because it is not that essential in the story. We walked and her cousin felt nervous to what might happen. I’ve met her father once but i did not introduced myself back then since i don’t know how to introduce myself to him (My mistake, i know) because we are not official by that time. So, back to the present day(or night) after that she asked me to wait on the street corner because her cousin just need to pee and after that i’ll walk her cousin home since its already dark. Then after a few minutes, i saw my girlfriend, her cousin and father walking together. So when they stopped to wait for me, i tried to approach her father and introduce myself and i tried to shake his hands as well but all he said “Huwag na, kilala na kita”(No need, i already know you) then i just walked to her cousin and we walked. I feel so irritated about that, he already know me? Is he stalking me? (Ooooh, must be a reader of my blogs 🙂 ) I don’t know, it is just irritating to experience that, i tried to approach him and introduced myself and i will just receive a response like that? feels like a slap on my face, a slap that is not worth the pain. I am more scared of people that knows how to be human, those who knows how to be a person and respect them even though they don’t deserve it. He already made me not to give him such respect even though she is the father of the girl i love. But still, yes, she is still the father of the girl i love and i should give him respect and i wish that her mother and other siblings will not be like that.

Thanks for reading. I want to know your opinion about such matters, please. i would like to read your opinions on such matters, whether it is negative or positive.

A baby with you

I know that we’ve not been that long together but it feels so nice to be with you. Feels so good that you make me want to bite you.

I still have no understanding how you feel towards a guy like me; lazy, stubborn, prefers to create things based on understanding not on books and still in fear of certain things(more on relation to working and other yada yada.) How i want to know how you look at me and what you see in me.

Going back to the topic, its the first time i want to have a child and i’m feeling it with you! And i’m still scared on how your father will deal with such things (In his current mindset, i still don’t know how is he dealing with her baby girl having a boyfriend) but even though he is there i still want to have a baby with you! my dear! my angel~! A child that we will take care of together, whether it is our own child, adopted or a pet. i think it would just be nice. 🙂 Just want to say such thing 🙂

Just sharing how i feel right now.

Sick, because of stress

This is the first time that i feel sick just because of being stressed and i feel like i’m going to vomit. The source of my stress? My ex-girlfriend, she still texts me that she will go at my house especially during midnight, which fucking annoys me since the place is not very safe and i don’t her to be near me. That is the reason i threw away my old sim card, so that she will not be able to contact me. If you’ve read my past blog you will know the story. Anyways, i just don’t want her to be in danger, i’m still human so i still care but she ignores it especially when she is bloody drunk. I’m now pushing such kindness back since i can’t handle the stress and i really feel like puking. It is my fault but still there is a limit to it and it is now. I don’t want to be an ass and shout at her because i might really go to that point and it might be in public or i might face the worst, possibly hit her with something, continuously, til she lost consciousness or i lose it. I don’t want to reach that side of me, my stress is building up and it adds more that i might even harm her.

I’m really tired, really really tired. I just want to hug my angel and rest atleast on her knees to calm me.

I wish, that she will wake up and stop this acts and move on with her life.

I just wish, before i go dark.

Hate is a bitch

I don’t really care in what other people’s sexual orientation maybe because they are still those who have a dick, vagina or has both testes and ovaries. I’m not a hater of homosexuals, although there are times that i don’t want to be near or be with some that are very terrifying to be with or just really irritating and insulting. This is my opinion, i know that a lot of you, some maybe has a bad experience with them or a part and a strong believer of the christianity and it’s other sectors.

I have a friend that is a homophobic, i know i shouldn’t change his belief towards them but he should not harbor so much hate towards them because there are some living of them living a good life. Most of such try to live their life standing and walking through a forest of uncertainty, holding themselves all alone but still bears no hate towards those who hate them. Yes! i know there are such that are really irritating to meet or even look at but still, they are human beings, made by an entity that we still have no idea. Some are lucky, since they are quickly accepted by those who care for them but others are not, especially here, in a country where christianity and its other groups is a majority for a religion and belief. I know that there are still countries that is being occupied by majority of the same religion. Some accepts such people, some push, insult, abuse and harm them. We have our different beliefs, different opinions, sides of our stories but we should still live in a peaceful community! Homosexuality is an issue in the PAST! Whatever the reasons of those who harbor such hatred in their hearts, i wish that they help the community their in better than those who that they spit at and step on everyday! Because a person that has no purpose in their community, that can’t help improve the way of our LIVING! should just SHUT THE FUCK UP rather than fucking hurting those who can help. Whether you are heterosexual or you have a different preference, you are to shut up if you have nothing good to say towards a group of people that you have not yet heard their individual stories, their struggles and mistakes in life. I don’t want a world where my children will live in a cage, i want them to be satisfied with the freedom that they are receiving and in return, they will not harm to those who has no intention of creating conflicts in this world and help those are in need. Help those people who cannot stand on their own, those who are lost and has no idea where they are, and those who just simply wants to help others as well (with their permission of course).

 

Let’s live in a world where there is diversity of people, whatever basis it would be. Let’s create a peaceful world since we will only stay here for a short time.

Start with lending a hand if you can help and not to start any conflicts that will harm you and other people.